Nothing on my mind

Knew about the repercussions, the emotions, the sleepless nights and also the gut wrenching pain but still went ahead jumping into the abyss. Now that I am agonized for all the obvious reasons I wonder the reason for the steps I treaded. Was it because the force of it was too strong? Or was it because I just wanted to be held or was I so exalted that I walked all over my principles? It does not matter. There is no justification. I ambled through the path. So what's there on my mind, you ask? Absolute Nothing. That’s what is on my mind.