Thursday, October 18, 2018

Encounter

I asked him, tell me,
How do you, like me?
He said, he'd
Soon unfold this truth,
Why he looks at the twilight
And plays with the moonlight, why he
Slowly closes his eyes
When it drizzles, why he
Hold me unconsciously at the
undulating paths.

He said: He'd also
Reveal, why sky bows to earth
At the horizon.
I wonder, what he
Really means by telling
Me all this, but in that
Encounter i forget what
I'd asked.  

Death

Here in the dark
Alone
With the enduring silence


And 
The warm, strong smell of rain
Soaked streets
Human flesh and soil

Death
I breathe you
Through laughter

And through the roses as of old
In your armour
Things take a shape
Unappeased by prayer and gold
I seek and watch patiently
Long before i tire

Swing me suddenly

Into the effervescence
Of youth and song
Of beaches and carnivals
Oh! Obscure
Calm and into the shade
Solitary light at the end
A gospel of the last land

Death of watching you
I reveal
My innermost self
Proved then go
To greet a companion

Wednesday, October 17, 2018

East or West – Who reigns and shall the twain ever meet?

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Being Indian does not mean embracing all things ethnic and eschewing all things foreign. Nor does it mean being so besotted with the west, that nothing Indian is good enough. The trick lies in appreciating and adapting what is best in both cultures.

Of late, much has been said and written about blindly aping the west and adopting alien cultures and mannerisms. This is justified under the classification of patriotism and it would take a brave soul to pick up this particular gauntlet. I do not profess to be brave but in my opinion, this ready-made package of sentiments is so often-mouthed, so often written about, that it stand in danger of becoming yet another cliché. Then again, it is the catch all ‘mantra’ of patriotism that finds an instant response across the length and breadth of our country.

Such sentiments, I would think, propound a theory that while not entirely devoid of truth, tends to tar everything with the same [locally made] brush. It is a theory that eyes all things ‘foreign’ with skepticism and suspicion, which is ironically enough, a throwback to the war-time Britain, when patriotism stalked the streets, bludgeon in hand and self-righteous gleam in eye, scouting the unwary victim. The understanding implicit in this theory that if you want to be Indian, you’ve got to like Indian, buy Indian, breathe Indian. And nothing else. Or else.

Now, I am an Indian as the next Indian. I love a plate of biriyani just as much as I love buffalo wings. I can perch on a ‘moda’ [with the mandatory cushion of course] as comfortably as I can sink into a bean bag. If I fancy the idea of strewing the floors of my house with bright durries well, I’d still like to buy a washable Belgian carpet. And I enjoy wearing my well washed Diesel’s just as much as I luxuriate in the feel of a Benarasi.

Okay, so I have had to fall back on some puerile comparisons. But by now, it must be pretty obvious that I am an advocate of the middle path. I believe that neither the east nor the west is bad. Both have their strong points and it is up to us whether to discard them or make them part of our lifestyles.

The point is, why must we feel guilty about enthusing over ‘The Wasteland’ without praising Madhusudan Dutt in the same breath? Why must we carefully balance our enthusiasm for Godard with a mention of Ray’s magic touch. Why must we sound semi-apologetic about going in for a music system with Japanese name tag?

Let’s look beyond the ethic chic jungle. The real India, if I may fall back on another show-worn phrase, goes beyond mirror-work wall tapestries and outsize pieces of unglazed pottery. The real India is a land of tempers and boundless warmth, of petty jealousies and unstinting generosity, of kinship and camaraderie. And above all, of tolerance.

I firmly believe that we, the ubiquitous middle class, know all about that India. Of course, there will always be the privileged set with their Swiss bank accounts, their Lalique crystals and their houses on the French Riviera. Just as there will always be the compulsive Swadeshi set who eschew all things ‘phoren’ in the belief that these are tainted with an admix of corruption, amorality and general decadence.

I hold my belief for those of us in the middle. Those of us who can laugh at Bappi Lahiri’s obviously lifted tunes as we can deride Michael Jackson’s obsession with all things white. Those of us who see the US of A as a land of both opportunity and oppression rather than as a land of plenty and green. Those of us who can enjoy a Premchand story as much as one O Henry’s tale. And for those of us who yearn to go abroad in the belief that travel truly does broaden the mind. There is really no getting away from the fact that, ruled as we were fir ages by foreigners, some of their customs and rituals have inexorably seeped into the Indian psyche. All I ask is that we allow the famed Indian habit of tolerance to permeate all things western, too. If we have some great things going for us in India, as indeed we do, well, the west has a lot of good things to offer too – not the least being advanced technology, tastier cheese and a better range in children’s clothing!

Let us not be ashamed of wanting the occasional streak of wanting to shake a leg to Bon Jovi, of wanting our children to enjoy their Enid Blyton.

Which brings me to another touch topic.. English. Now I happen to know a lot of people who feel as passionate about this beautiful language as I do. I refuse to see English as only a legacy of colonialism. It is only inevitable fact that much of the world’s body of literature, of science, of knowledge itself, is in English and while translations are freely available, some of the flavour is invariably lost in the process. I advocate fluency in one’s mother toungue, one’s national language is a necessity. My only question is, why should acquiring this proficiency involve a compulsive running down of English?

If you met someone who wants to settle his Tina or Tony ‘out there’ consider that until both Tina and Tony decide where they fit, they won’t be of any use to India. If they exercise their ‘go-west’ ghosts, it will be the return of the prodigals. If they don’t, that is all right, too. We have enough talent, here.

But if you meet someone who is trading his Kolhapuri chappals for a pair of Nike, someone who raves about Oliver Stone’s JFK without a mention of Adoor, someone who says he loves Ibsen but does not add that he swooned over Bollywood’s latest offering – recognize that you are in the company of a truly integrated soul, who is living in the India of his dreams. An India where he can sing ‘We shall overcome’ to the tune of ‘Hum honge kamyaab’. Or vice versa

Saturday, June 2, 2018

Ways Of Looking

I list them off, one by one
To ease the subtle envelopement of night
They are all here, present accounted for
In the cool damp air like black birds
Settled on a chalk ledge waiting patiently
For class to begin.

The phone is ringing
7, 8, 9 times

"Here is the essence of the thing"
I mutter, struggling with the occasion
That has strangely come into being.

Somehow the list is too complete
There is something I have
Carelessly neglected to mention

Will you come

Will you come
To the narrow streets
Of my town?

There's a river 
Flowing nearby
Perhaps you would like
To see the boats go by.

There are green trees, wild flowers
Maybe you would find some mystic hours!

I'd feed you fruit and tea
Brought all the way from the city
When you'd say that
You don't have any love
To pay, I'd fetch some strength
To make you feel that
I match your wavelength.

I'd let the river answer
My love for you,
That I want to travel
With you far and blind
Because you have touched me
With your soul and mind.

Tribute

You, my gracious lover, an obsession
But a magnificent one, give meaning
To melancholic words, let a smile
Light another, and then thousands.

Open windows to a glorious sight
Your tender touch, sweet whispers,
Caress sorrows, prune rough edges,
To blossom through the day.

Lonely roads and overgrown paths
Turn into a saga of visions.

Many wings and many hues, set out
Wishful toward an unknown voyage.

Across seas, leave an indelible mark
On my yet unaccomplished trail.